rambling and iphone pic braindump

  i am going on night 4 sleeping alone with my two baby boys in our home.

and thankfully the last!

daddy a.k.a. jord has been in indianapolis for work since wednesday.

he will be returning tomorrow morning around 11 

and we will all be waiting with open arms at the front door.

we can not wait!

the boys are in need of some "daddy time."

there is just something about that versus hanging out with momma ... ya know?

i have surprisingly done well for one who can feel anxiety pretty easily!

luckily we have had a few friends and family members help pass our time. 

over the past 4 days i have found myself thinking a lot about single moms.

i don't know how they do it. they are amazing!

i definitely got my feel for what it is like this week and i am so grateful to have jordan in my life ...

for his helping hands, for bathing easton every night and reading to him and putting him to bed, for sometimes making dinner, for the "man" figure he is in the boys' life, and mostly for the love 

and comfort he gives me when i need it. most!

my two sets of flowers jord sent me on our anniversary. one in midway (at my parents house) and the other at our house in orem. 

ain't he sweet?

 they are dying ... another reason for j to get home!

i have had some sweet moments looking at this sleep face 

i have loved finding east like this after rocking luke to sleep ... wearing one of daddy's baseball hats

and like this (my favorite) ... reading books. but even better, church books!

luke's first bites of rice cereal. 

he is more interested in the bowl and licking the spoon like a puppy dog!